Dear Asyraf
Wong,
I not blame you
at all after what had happened. I believe that there are reasons behind all of
these. I’m just feel lonely when you just leave me like that without single explanation.
At that moment, I kept asking myself why all these happened so sooner. Why do you
leave me at the first place? Why? Why? Why? Why you try so hard to know me
before? Why you are acting cute whenever we met before? Remember of those day
make me feel even more hurt until now on. Remember that you once be my baby, it
hurt so deeply that you never imagine. After all this year of loneliness, I finally
get it. I get the reason why you leave me. How could you? How dare you? How cruel
you to me? How could you simply accuse me to have affair with Samsul? Who is
Samsul and who is you? For me Samsul just a silly person compare to you. You are
worthy enough for me. All of this year, I put all of blame on me but this all I
got, shame on you. Suddenly you came after few years and beg for my forgiveness
that easily. How rude are you? Is this the person that I really like before?
The person who always treated me with Mc Donald without asking anything in
returned. The guy who love to watch CSI so much until forget his own date. How
could you do this to me? Who do you thing you are?...Running round leaving
scars…collecting your jar of hearts and tearing love apart….You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come
back for me Who do you thing you are?
I don’t have any story with you. If I had so, it just
a sad story. Sometimes I feel regret to know you in person. Why you appear in
my life? Why you said sweet words to me before? I tried so hard and got so far
but in the end it doesn’t even matter, a had to fall to lose it all but in the
end it doesn’t even matter.
I want to apologize to you Wong. I’m truly
sorry because I not been able to be your type of girlfriend. I sorry because
I’m just a troublemaker. I sorry because I’m being a silly and idiotic girl for
you before. But one thing for sure is my love to you wouldn’t never change
until Nabil Aidil came to me. I will accept you if and only you can take my
love away from Nabil. I hope you will work even more harder than this okay,
fighting!!!! And one more thing please don’t be a coward little boy by sending
me a love letter. If you truly want me to be with you for the whole of my life,
you should face me directly okay. I hope you get it. And please don’t you be
cocky because I’m still not forgive you until I can see the sincerity in your
own eyes okay. See you later my dear Asyraf Wong. Bye, bye. Love you…
From,
Jane
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