Dear Shinji-kun,
It's was ages right? Ages since
the last time we met and ages since the day we broke up.
Shinji-kun,
I want to ask you from the depth
of my gloomy heart, why would you to that too me? Why? I was devastated the moment you said that
painful statement. The same moment when my heart feel empty, only to be filled
with hatred, thanks to you for being a jerk at that time. Stupid, stupid
Shinji-kun. Why?
Why are you doing this to me? You
are too stupid to do that at the first place. Are you a birdbrain or what? Did
you ever understand a woman who love you sincerely? The same woman you dump and
left her suffers alone, only to fall in the flame of hatred that left her
blacken by the darkness.
I always avoid you since then. watching the face of the man who betrayed
my heart only made me suffered from hatred more. Soon, we graduated. I no
longer have to see that pathetic face of you. Later, my flame of hatred that
engulfed for so long extinguished. I have calmed a bit and regain my peace of
mind. Ironically, I miss you soon after that. I regretted for not asking you
the reason why you are doing that the same time you said that. I guess our
story would take a different route should I have done that before. I do wish I
could go back in time and correct the mistakes we made . I've forgive you for
your mistake, will you forgive me, my dear Shinji-kun?
My beloved Shinji-kun,
I guess there is some time for us to recover the damage of our
relationship. Let us built a new bridge to reconnect our long separated hearts.
I will be waiting for you, will you be there my dear Shinji-kun?.
Sincerely,
SAKURA KOMEIJI.
p/s:oh God,why?
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