Love Letter For Him

Dear my beloved friend,

            Thanks for sending me a letter.  Don’t worry, I am in good condition now. So, how about you? Hmm, it is a long time I didn’t hear news from you. And wow! You are so nice. You are now a very successful person. I know you can go far, with your ability to communicate well with others, your responsible attitude and your bombastic opinions that never be thought by the people. No wonder you can be the Ambassador of Malaysian Government in China besides being the politician. So brilliant, so lucky you are. I am so happy for you and I am so glad to hear such wonderful news from you.

Actually, I am so shocked, how can you remember every single moment that we have done together? I thought you had erased me from your mind because of that night, the night that broke my heart into pieces, the night when we start to follow our own path. You didn’t know how my feeling is during that moment. I was so sad, so hard to face it, so hard to suffer it. You just leave me alone without hearing explanation from me. How can I accept it? You blame me with ‘whatever’ reason although I’m not guilty. So inconsiderate.

For three years I have taken the time to forget all the moments and I took three years to bring my life back. How I love you so much as deep as the sea and as high as the sky for a long time ago. Sometimes I feel that I am so stupid. How can I waste my time hoping that you will be my partner in the future? Thank you. Until now, you make me hard to trust the men, although they are not like you.

Hmmm, I am so sorry dear. I can’t accept your proposal. I can’t accept you anymore. You’re not sorry. So difficult to make a choice but this is my last decision. Before this I have give you a lot of chance but you had just let me down. Choose to live with you will make me remember again all those painful memories. So sorry dear.

Last word from me, I hope you can find another woman. I know she is more suitable for you instead of me. And please, please forget me. Erase me from your mind, erase me from your heart. I have another person in my life. It’s my parent’s choice. We will be engaged in three months. Please do come to my home J  Hoping the best for you. Bye. Assalamualaikum.