~lOVe LEttER~

Dear you,
         I still remember who you are, our sweet memories and the feeling when you left me without any word. How dare you! How can I forget you because, as you know, you are my first love and you promised me everything until I really think that you are the best man in the world. I'm so surprise to hear what your father had done to you and to our relationship. But you have many alternatives to tell me what actually happened. I wait for you from day to day to know the truth. Then, i realized that I'm just wasting my life. After all, I forgive you although it was very hard at first. Don't worry about that.
        Reading through your story make me feel very pity of you. You have such a very controlling father. But, believe me he just want the best for his one and only son. It's very sad to know that your wife had gone and you doesn't have any child. May Allah bless her. Now, I think it's my turn to tell you what happened to me after you left me.
       My mother knows everything about us. She gives me strength to face all this and start a new life happily. A year later, she introduce me with her friend's son. We get to know each other well. I assumed him as my best friend. However, two years later, he proposed me to be his wife and I take a long time to accept it as I still waiting for you. With my parents' advice, I accept him as I also think that he really suit with me. Starting from the day I married him, I already forget you and only he in my heart. I'm very happy to live with him and we got three children. 
      I feel very happy in every single moment. However, my husband had passed away four months ago. It's very hard to accept it. But that's the destiny. At least, I still have my beautiful and charming children.
      You ask me to be your angel again. I'm very shocked to know that. I'm very sorry. I think I don't want to accept you or any other man in my life anymore. My heart is only for my late husband and I love him very much. Well, we are already old and I think I want to spend the rest of my life with my lovely children and focused on my career. I'm very sorry about that, but we still can be a friend.
      You said you want to meet me. Sure, I also want to meet you. But I think it will be merrier if  we make a reunion with our UTP's friend. Hope to see you again.
Yours sincerely,
Rodiah