Love letter

Edryna Bt Mohd Fauzi 18482

My long lost ''so-called-ex'',

Hye,as you can see last night,I am in a good health.I am so sorry about last night that I tried my best to avoid you because of some reason and I'm sorry to hear about your wife.May she rest in peace..You are still you..because whenever you are drowned with your problems you will go travelling to clear up your mind.The last thing that we do together was a field trip to the beach.Well yes the memories of us are still fresh in my mind.How can I forget all the moments that we cherished together,it was the best part of my life..my memories with you.Do you still remember how I used to tell you, you are my other half.I am so touched that you still remember how we used to hang out together at the disco club like you mention in your mail.Well to be true,I've never told anyone about our time at the club.You know,we are still under age back then,but you have a zany ideas that make me go mad.Remember how you use to wear your dad's coat and wear a shade which make you look so cool and yes I fall for you that time.How can you be so perfectly matured back then when you are just 17 and a half years old.That was the first time,I fall for you.Fall real hard.From that day onwards,we used to hang around the rollerskate park and you are showing off your skill because I dont even know how to skate.But do you remember that one time,you are bragging about your skill but then you fell with the worst position ever.I remember how you stand back on your feet and pretending like nothing happen.Well I know,you are just trying to be cool because there was a number of pretty ladies sitting at the bench beside the tree.Until one perfect day,you come to me and proposed  me to officially be your other half.How can a girl who fall head over heels reject the proposal because at that time..I was so in love with you.Deeply in love.You are the greatest gift that I ever have because you're my good and best listener,you are my best friend and what more..you are my guardian angel.From that moments onwards,all the time that we spent together was like magical to me.Well I dont know how you really feel towards me at that time but I know that I have my trust on you until one day...you just throw away my trust towards you.You met this girl..without me knowing it and I just found out that you're with her when you're with me.You dont know how does it hurt.But luckily I manage to survive the dark moment of my life without you by my side..I only have you but you left me.Left me because of this girl but never mind since I am able to forgive you for what you have done.I just think if you are not meant for me..maybe someone else will show up and if we are meant to be together,maybe one day you will show up in front me.So,I started a new chapter of life.7 months after our separation,I met a man who promised me to make me happy,to take a good care of me and to be with me till forever.We married and lived a happy life but then...I found out that he have an affair with a young lady and I can tell its the same thing like what you did.To be true,it is the exact same feeling,same pain that I need to endure when you just left me for that girl.I guess I am easily fooled.Until one point,I asked for a divorce.I have 2 kids but my husband took them from me.Again,I was in a bad situation it was a nightmare for me.A total nightmare,I have no courage to live this life anymore but then I stand up and brave myself to keep moving on in this life.So,I met you last night.I never expect that you would show up.I was trembling,I am shaking.How I hope that I can run to you and tell you how miserable I am without you since then but I just cant.I am like you too..I am scared that my feeling for you spark again.For all the past years,I always hope that you are there for me..to support me and to calm me.Last night,you are really there in front of me.I cannot believe my eyes and I was about to burst in tears when you gave me that awkward smile.I am speechless and that is why I avoid you.You're confessing to me in your previous mail that you still love me...and you are too scared too open up to me.Well I guess I am just like you.You asked me for a second chance and eventhough I am scared the same thing would happen again,but I just cant help myself from trusting you.I also hope that we could start all over again but will you promise me not to left me again?

Sincerely,me.