Sunday, 16 December 2012

Love Letter From Him : Amir Mustaqim


Dear Naziman,

     Do you know how I feels at that time? Do you know how much i cried for you? Do you know how much I spent my money to but the tissues, to buy the prepaid in order to call you? That time, I just can say that you are very cruel! You left me without any words and now you said that you left me because you have cancer and don't want me feels sad so that I can continue to focus on my new job. Wanna be a hero or what? Come on..you watched too much korean dramas dear. How can I focus in my job when my beloved just dumped me? In addition, do you remember when we were watching Ombak Rindu at AEON? You whispered at my ear, "anything happens we will face together,". I still remember this words until now.

     Besides, it is true you said that you cannot find me on Facebook,Twitter and even your spy from 007 also cannot track my location. Yeah..I see a lot of questions marks in your eyes. Do you know that, from that moment, I have to deactivate all my accounts and the most worst thing that I HAVE to do was I changed my identity. I know you must be shocked but I am too mad at that time. I have to change my name from Juliana Evans to Siti Nealofa. This is all because of you!

     Futhermore, that video of song you sang for me at the pavillion in with the background of Masjid An-Nur, it makes me soo sick! Why? I will explain after. Yes, I know that video being the top in Youtube and sorry, those people who pressed "liked" actually not because of your voice. You know? Your voice is no match with Akim AF7 and one more, they liked the video because of me! They want to watch the video because I am cute,okay? So please, don't dreams too much.

     Now, I just want to say to you that I am so sorry. I know you still love me but for me, that feeling I have threw it far away from my heart. 20 years, 11 months and two days i waited for this letter and you know? I felt like an idiot! If you think that your white BMW can make me accept you again, please..you are wrong. I am so sorry Naziman. I am married now and my husband is Aaron Azizi. Please, dont wait me in front of my bungalow with that white car. In the garrage, my hubby had bought me a pink Ferrari SA Aperta. I am so sorry. I cannot accept your love anymore.

Sincerely,
 NEALOFA

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